As many of you know, I haven’t been doing much with my life lately. For a long time, my anxiety problems have stopped me from attending social events. Then I wouldn’t go to family get-togethers. And lately, I haven’t even been going into work. Oh, I’ve been working still. But I’ve never left my desk here at home. And when you spend as much time at home as I do, you tend to look for other forms of social interaction.
Anyhow, let me get to the point. I got myself into some trouble online recently. Some pretty bad trouble. Nothing I want to share with you right now. It’s embarassing. But let’s just say, after everything is over, I probably won’t be allowed online anymore. Yeah, I fucked up. Sometimes, when you’re online, you feel like you’re invinsible. Like nobody can touch you. But let me warn you, people are watching you. They’ve apparently been watching me for over six months. And now they’ve got me. I am such a fucking moron. I have no idea how I got myself into this shit. I’m a good person. Really. No matter what you hear about me in the coming months, please understand, I never meant to hurt anyone.
I had fun writing this blog every week, taking you to new places, exploring my creative side, and it won’t be be easy giving it up. I’ll miss you all very much. Thanks for all the great comments throughout the years. I wish you all well. Also, April Fools! Did I get ya?
Sincerely,
Marty Smiven
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